Sean “Diddy” Combsis breaking his silence on thedeath of Kim Porter, his ex-girlfriend, andmother of four of his children.
“For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t,” hewroteon Saturday, alongside a throwback video of the pair posing together for a pregnancy photoshoot.
Kim Porter and Sean “Diddy” Combs.Chris Polk/FilmMagic

Continuing, he wrote that “We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER S—!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love 🖤.”
“He and Kim were still very close friends and co-parents even though their romantic relationship didn’t work,” the source said. “They were still a family.”
Kim Porter with Sean “Diddy” Combs and their children.Charley Gallay/Getty Images

On Thursday, Porter, who was a model and actress, was found dead in her home. She was 47.
The Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Office confirmed Porter’s deathin a statementexplaining that officers responded to a death investigation at 11:40 a.m. local time in Toluca Lake, California, where they found a female unresponsive at the residence.
Porter was pronounced dead at the scene.
Combs and Porter began dating in the ’90s and split for good in 2007 after years of an on-and-off-again relationship. Together, the pair had three children: son Christian, 20, and 11-year-old twin daughters D’Lila Star and Jessie James. Additionally, Combs raised Porter’s eldest child, Quincy, 27, and considers him a son.
The Bad Boy Records entrepreneur is also the father of two additional children — son Justin, 24, and daughter Chance, 12 — whom he shares with exes Misa Hylton-Brim and Sarah Chapman, respectively.
Despite having split over a decade ago, Combs and Porter were able to remain friends over the years as they continued to co-parent their children.
“We’re friends. I’m the person he can tell his innermost thoughts to and he’s that person for me. He still calls me every day and we talk,” Porter alsotoldEssence.
source: people.com